 I need someone to talk to.
I need someone to talk to. My wife says...And I agree, that I don't live I only exist. It is against my religion to commit suicide and on the other side of the coin, I hate life. I have been venting @ the N.A. forum, but I think the way I feel I might be better to ask for help here. I hate to ask for help at the wrong forum. The way I feel has been going on for 13 years at least,and I'm exhausted. I just don't see the point in ....well hanging around, here I am.
I am for some reason void of feelings for the most part,I can't see the world lasting more than 10 more years, and that freaks me out. I am seeing a mental health worker now. I feel like I am in jail, even though I'm not. I don't know what else to say. If you think you can help me then please do.
Withdrawing off benzos is my last hope...I'm told that benzos depress people.
I am trying my hardest to keep on keeping on, but boy is it hard. Joe
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