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iam new at this so please bere with me . i should start off by letting you know ive been with my wife for 6 years(married for 4)we have recently seperated .about a yaer ago i relized my drinking was causing my wifes unhappyness and decided to change eventhuogh she had been tellig me for sometime.at that point i did change for the better.but eventhough i changed things did not get better between us.about a week ago we both decidied to split and work things out from apart. 2 days ago i felt i did my best to make our lives happyer ,i paied attention more ,told her she was beautiful everyday and thought i was meeting her needs.then i found letters to lover of hers that she had for a year and a half. she had this affiar aboat 2 years ago and ended it this past july.eventhough i have forgiven her hole hartedly and still want to be with her because i fell somewhat to blame for drinking allthetime and beeing mean.i have told her this and she is going to think about us. iam sobber and have been for 11 months.please lend me a hand in clearing my mind. thanks still in love with my wife
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