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Hi
I think & know you are right & that my drinking is clouding my thought process, emotional stability & that what goes on in my head, be it mostly irrationaly (which scares me).
Yes, we have to be happy within, i was for 10 years, had my hobbies, my life & didn't care about others, i did what i did, even if it wasn't to my familys liking, i just didn't care, but was alone & had my world.
Then i got a proper gf & maybe that is my addiction now.
I know it's an inside job & only ican help me, my psychiatrist & cpn, councelors etc can only do so much, even the CBT.
The answers i seek, about relationships, only others can give me, to what i want to know. But the answers for my life can only come from me.
Stopping drinking as much will surely help, i do feel better without, but love it too & is a massive part of society & meeting people here in UK, thats why i see no place to meet others or get away from it.
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