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Gaz...
I think your caught up in a mix of addiction and codependancy.
Period.
And both of them are changeable.
Being in "love" is a chemical state for sure...
but.. attaching importance to something also creates it's own little dynamic that isn't happening anywhere else in this world but our heads.
A line of thought can take us to the damndest places.
So.. we gotta change that line... and clean up our bodies and the way we treat them so that they can support coherant thought.
We are a package unto ourselves... and people may walk with us for a spell.. long or short...
but.. in the end.. we're left with ourselves... and that's the real crux of the problem.
Most of us are not comfortable in our own heads.
.. and that's an understatement.
I know for myself today that the more importance "I" attach to someone or something... the more "I" am going to hurt.
It's just a simple cycle that goes round in our heads that no one else is responsible for or can fix.
It's an inside job.
Gotta stop looking outward.
I gotta look inward.
And God has to be with me .. cause I can't do it alone.
I know your seeking answers...
and if you keep on.. you'll find them.. vodka haze or not.. ;o)
Time to take care of Gaz...
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