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Thankyou both
I shall see my psychiatrist on Friday & see what she says. She knows i drink, but lately it's been a lt, like a bottle of Vodka a day & that i feel has made me worse, just i'm addicted, when i drink i enjoy it, but after i'm so emotional & upset, have dreams that freak me out & upset me & night sweats.
I'm gonna real try & give up, maybe to be in bed & rest & heal myself, just as if i have a broken leg!
I've been through a lot lately, having to move back home, a bereavement & splitting with my fiance.
Last night i found myself grieving & crying over the best relationship of my life with a girl i still love so much which ended 2 years ago. I saw photos & it brought it all back, maybe that was the drink talking.
Do you think depressive periods take time to heal, like all i feel like doing now is being confined to bed, i feel so unmotivated & like life holds no future! I can be at home & heal, but the hospital may give me different walls to look at & make me realise it's time i need to change for the better & not let life pass me by & reminiscing of what could've been etc!
Huggs to you all
gaz
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