[sugarssweetpea]

I just lost it again on my children for no apparent reason. Just their every day normal actions got on my nerves. They are very high need & need a lot of attention & sometimes I just feel that I have no more to give. I have had a lot of pent up anxiety & frustration over the last few days. Don't know why, but everything makes me mad. I have had a lot of anger. This guy cut me off the other day & I blew my horn, flipped him off & proceeded to follow him. I was ready to get out of the van & beat him silly. Would never do that of course, but really wanted to. I also never lay a hand on my children, just yell. I do not know what is causing these feelings. Also, want to cry over everything. My life is really good, don't have anything to be sad or mad about. Just being selfish I guess. ANyway, sorry for even posting this. I'm sure it has bored you all.