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You dont realize your excuses are not unique till you hear other people say the same thing you were thinking. I do exceed the recommended dose daily. It doesnt help matter that I'm not working right now so there is more idle time to be obsessed with it. I cant believe those pills are constantly on my mind. When I go somewhere its like I have a panic attack if I think I left them behind. I just know if I try today or tomorrow I will relapse right away. My husband is off fri-sun so I plan on stopping on Friday. I really need someone around me so I can focus on something other that those pills. I did try to call a dr today for a complete physical but being a new patient in a new town its hard to get in right away. They require a well checkup before they will see you on an urgent basis. I will try this alone and if it gets to be too much then I will go to the ER for help till I can get to the dr. Its pathetic to think we get this way. I feel antisocial when I dont take the pills. Does that have something to do with the dependency on them. I just dont feel like a nice person without the help of the drugs. Please someone tell me when I get over them I will feel "normal" I want to be able to socialize again without the drugs.
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