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Thanks all
This is what gets me, i know your right, but my thought process & internal feelings tell me otherwise, like there's a little demon in there pulling me the wrong way!
Jenna, i think also time will help me, i know that when i've been hurt before & obsessive towards something, it's took time & only time, but also i need to address te initial problem. It just seem so inconceivable that my though process can change at the moment. I am not here for me, thats why i sometimes use the blade on my arms & sleep all day, i need to be rescued again i'm afraid, i have nobody!
Does Alanon deal with codependency, i thought it was for familys who live with an alcoholic?
I have posted on the family forum, is that the adult children one, i can't seem to see that one!
I feel immature & stupid, my family tell me to grow up & act my age, this makes me feel worse & want to be further from them & closer to my s/o.
I guess it's pointless asking & not the big issue, but was i right not to go! I mean i know i would have felt stronger for her & my heartbreak more when she ups & leaves in February, but should i have gone just because of the ticket, this pulls on me all the time!
huggs to u all
gaz
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