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Well its another day and I'm sitting here trying to convince myself why its ok to pick up that bottle of Darvocet again today. Its so easy to say I'll start tomorrow. I'm sure I'm kidding myself thinking I should do it this weekend when my husband is home with me but will it really be better or am I trying to buy some time. My husband has no idea I have this problem because I do have alot of pain from 3 previous shoulder surgeries so he doesnt think anything of me taking pain meds all the time. Its so easy to get sucked into the addiction you dont even realize you're doing it. I just recently moved to FL from IL so I dont even have a physician right now otherwise I would consider seeing one. With moving and all the stress of it all it makes it even easier to pick up the bottle. I am determined to stop and I hoping now that I have found this sight this will give me some strength to do it. At least I dont feel so alone. It sure isnt anything I can admit to my family.
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