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Thanks
Sometimes my feelings of regret & pain are so overwhelming, i cry & the pain normally goes but today it isn't. Day after day after day! I just don't know what to do. I don't know if i'lll ever see her again, i could be there with her now havng a good time, but she is the one making me have a good time, not from within myself!
I was looking forward to the trip, just i thought i wasn't going for the right reasons, that i was going just because i'd paid for a ticket, not because i was wanted there, it would have been false. Any advice on this, i need to know if i was right. I just asked her if she wanted me to go because of ME, or that it was paid for, i needed to know. I wasn't asking her to be my full on gf, just to know that she wanted me as a friend there.
I said, if i didn't have a ticket, but could go to airport with you & get one, would you want me to go & she said no! That made up my mind, but still i'm upset, & think i should have gone with it! I didn't care the money, just that i was going for right reasons!
gaz
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