| Lonely, alone & desperate!
Hi
I'm so low & alone at the moment. I have no confidence & motivation & feel bad. I get the occasional up feeling, folowed by a down & cry a lot! I am codependent, i have just messed up my relationship that may have moved into a romantic one until i opened my big mouth as i was insecure! I could be with her in Estonia now, instead i'm here & crying & dwelling.
I shouldn't be in a relationship my psychiatrist says as i'm need to be ok with myself! I tend to need others for my self happiness & confidence. We all want to be loved & nobody more than me, just nobody does. Not because i'm a bad guy, just because i'm too needy & push people too much!
I take lexapro & valium & will see my councelor tommorow. I just don't know what to do, i'm very desperate at the moment!
Gaz
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