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Blue...
I'm so with you...
I started crying 4 years ago.
Sounds so funny to write it like that.. but.. that's exactly what happened.
I mean.. I cried before.. when I would stop whatever manic/addictive behavior I was mood altering on.
But. this time it didn't matter.
using didn't stop it.
And the anxiety was off the scale.
I have refused to go on meds.
And the other shyte stopped working..
So.. I had no other choice than to just sit with it and let it take me.
I busted through some stuff.
felt the pain all the way to the end.
And I'm still here.
I can't run from my own mind anymore.
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