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Doug,
Me too. I have been having rumblings lately. Ya know what I mean? I have learned to trust my intuition/HP/self enough to follow those rumblings.
Knowing these things doesn't change anything but maybe it provides a reason. Perhaps it validates some of the things I am not liking about myself. New awarenesses can be dealt with just like they were in the beginning of recovery, with the 12 steps. Personally I like the 3 A's. Awareness, acceptance, action. They stop me from jumping in with both feet. I have to slow down down and allow the process to happen.
I have been content and peaceful but stagnant this past year. Resting and taking care of myself during a tough 12 months.
Another layer is being revealed...as always when I am ready.
Hugs,
JT
__________________ The state of your life is nothing more than a reflection of your state of mind~Wayne Dyer |