| Mending Dreams to Reality
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sometimes I feel like the world hates me
sometimes I feel someone who cares
it gets me through
I can live another day
balance this deceit around me
balance on on a scale with the heaviest rock
this rock in my chest
it doesn't care what tries it
it doesn't shift
its rolling on
like a rolling stone
because I found love
Because I doesn't matter anymore
because the love it is just in bloom
still more powerful then a 1000 man army march
it spreads
its a universe
its the big bang
and its never going to end
feel the weight of the world
i'm crushed everyday
but i'm becoming less
the me the love becoming more
the life I have is about beauty
because all my senses of the mundane
they all have been annihilated
This life is now love itself
the me is now love itself
still can't define it
so for beyond me but still all of my all
how can this be
does logic ever give answers to love?
never, just confusion
only fear does it increase
it doesn't belong
i have left it alone
love makes decisions though
it consorts my brain
because it can now where before it could not
my deceit has left me
my pretension clings to me
this I can not help
its over reaction
its joy
its bliss
a kiss
its heaven that touches me
atleast so it feels
I cry that somethings wrong
I hurt because of so much hurt
things becoming like a dream
its hard mending them to reality
the world is not the same
they say its because i have changed
not the world
well maybe just one person, anyone, everyone
always and forever changes the world
why not?
why do we have to leave the child in us behind
I won't do it
and if he is lost
I will find him
because I won't turn to stone
i will move along as long as I can
i can't apologize for things incidetal
I believe lifes urge and loves calling
leave behind armies of angels
to fix and make things bad turn to good
I believe so
I have to believe
I am committed
I am a soldier in a war I can not perceive
my calling
my quest
it is guided only by faith
for I am blind
but love can see everything
this I have a part of
and it will move until it gets were it has to be
i fear the stakes of love
but I have no choice
its much too late and I do not regret its pocession
letting go of the I in me is what i'm challenged with
for what I am is very little
but what I carry is very great
it makes me feel no great pride
its beautiful and gentle power does just the opposite
it calls me to just be
so be it
my name is Bradley |