[toforever]

SWEET SUNSHINE..................................
slowly I step through a door
I had locked it from the inside
something is different this day

sweet sunshine....................................
so afraid i have been
i shut myself in
so afraid i am that this is not real

oh precious breeze.....................................
so long and so hard this has been
to experience this relief, inneffible
taking it in slow, for my face i'm still scared to fully show

oh precious breeze............................................ .......
you give me your gentle carress
you tell me its time
have i paid my dues? still looking for clues

Oh my Lord All Mighty!!!
i am filled with joy of Your Magesty today
cautious i am though
i fear you like i'm painting over the Sistine

i cried so many tears today
i offer every one to You God in simple thanks
I know this is still just another day
so i try to keep myself in place

it is You my God who deserves all honor and praise
the glory and honor is indeed Yours Jesus
how i ask should i present myself?
i know your Love lets me express freely

Dear Lord its more than i imagined
you are beyond imagination
how am i so at peace with all this disorder?
should i even allow it to be?

sweet sweet relief...........................................
so long i have labored in vain
something has changed this day
my enemies fall down like gentle snow flakes today

i look at everything with Love
i feel whole for the first time
i believed this was possible
in Love I had no choice for faith has been carrying me

Thank You Lord Jesus!!!
you are the way and you are the Word
You visit me and i don't notice
yet your Word and Covenant is imprinted in my heart

this Covenant is Life to me
i was dead and you raised me up
i am love because you loved me
my heart is me and Your Word has fixed it

i know its still cold and night out and in
but today i got sweet sunshine
today i felt a precious warm breezze
today i can know that i will never be the same

my dignity was lost
but you upheld me when I could not
You Lord gave me a chance it seems
You Lord sounded the alarm it was clear to come out side

My dignity restored
i pray it not be illusion
i pray this day be the break through
i pray that you never leave my side

i pray that i remain true
i pray for this to be solid and real
i pray that i may keep my heart's focus on you
i pray that i do not disgrace this wonderful grace

i know i will fall again
but i see things differently now
now that i reached a place
not an end or place to dwell but a smile

its all iv'e been wiaiting for
just to see Your smile
God thank you for bidding Your time with me
Your patience and mercy, just so beautiful