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roadie58 · 01-04-2006, 02:00 AM

My GOD, this is real, I have this. It's the root cause of my depression and addictions. Why didn't I see it sooner? I'm so ashamed at my thoughts and feelings toward this girl, and now I realize that I've been totally obsessed with her for years, trying to control her, constantly monitoring her, trying to be a 'friend' just to be around her.

I'm such a bad, bad man. I need help.

There's pages of my obsession on my Journal thread in Substance Abuse entitled I'm ALIVE (it was closed and is probably on page 3 by now). If anyone cares to comment.

Thanks, I need some hope right now.

01-04-2006, 02:00 AM	#127 (permalink)
roadie58 "The BAND" workshop ROCKS! Join Date: Jun 2005 Location: Indianapolis, Indiana Posts: 1,503	My GOD, this is real, I have this. It's the root cause of my depression and addictions. Why didn't I see it sooner? I'm so ashamed at my thoughts and feelings toward this girl, and now I realize that I've been totally obsessed with her for years, trying to control her, constantly monitoring her, trying to be a 'friend' just to be around her. I'm such a bad, bad man. I need help. There's pages of my obsession on my Journal thread in Substance Abuse entitled I'm ALIVE (it was closed and is probably on page 3 by now). If anyone cares to comment. Thanks, I need some hope right now.