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ALL you have to do *right now*/*tonite* is to keep yourself safe.
If you ARE suidical, you need to head to the ER and ask them to help you. (I know from personal experience that alcohol and depression is an awful combo to feel!)
Another thought is to call Alcoholics Anonymous and tell them what you just told me.
Either place WILL have people who care - yes, even on New Year's Eve!
YOU ARE worth it - your LIFE IS worth it.
Please - make one of those calls and help keep yourself safe!
Blessings,
Blue
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"I became insane, with long intervals of horrible sanity.
. . . I drank -
God only knows how often or how much."
Edgar Allan Poe - January 1848
~ Quoth the Raven, "Nevermore." Edgar Allan Poe - April 1846 |