| life is hell for me, just want sleep all day!
I feel so desperately low, all in my life is going bad, i feel like i don't want to do anything! The person i love isn't there, i constantly get drunk, not because i want to, but because my body wants & needs it!
I'm so, so sad & upset! My parents tell me to cut myself & i say i'll kill myself, they think i wont! when i am panickinhg & feel low, i try to talk to them about my relationship & codependency problems!
I'm into my second bottle vodka & feel, i don't care what i does to me, i'm just so upset!
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