(((Bozo)))
Yea, you're having a very difficult time right now, I'm hearing you....
I think it's a good thing that you're going to call the doctor. However, if you can't see him/her soon enough, have this number available to use, just in case:
Vermont
Clara Martin Center
800 639-6360
Please call it before you do anything you'll regret; your family will regret; your friends will regret. Suicide only compounds difficult issues for those left behing. Your children need you -- regardless of what they say right now.
Take care of yourself, Bozo.
Tell us what the problem is. A fight with your kids is nothing to kill yourself over.
And like it or not, many people would miss you if you left....
Shalom!
Call that number!