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Bozo · 12-31-2005, 05:27 AM

The selfishness and self centeredness of my two sons and the blame I place on myself is getting to the breaking point of more than I can bear.

A simple task like helping deliver some newspapers for the younger brother who stayed at a friends house last night turns into a full blown episode of telling my oldest son things like I hate you, your selfish, your lazy, I wished you would move out.

Yeah....real nice things to say to an 11 year old.

I guess I better look into some professional help for myself ASAP because I am thinking suicidal thoughts again.

Its like why bother. Is this the best this family dynamics is ever going to get.

Like I said two weeks ago no one would care if I bowed out of this world.

I wont even bore you with the tears that are flowing right now.....

12-31-2005, 05:27 AM	#1 (permalink)
Bozo On The Bus Join Date: May 2004 Location: Brattleboro, Vt. Posts: 475	I Dont Know How Much Longer I Can Go On Like This The selfishness and self centeredness of my two sons and the blame I place on myself is getting to the breaking point of more than I can bear. A simple task like helping deliver some newspapers for the younger brother who stayed at a friends house last night turns into a full blown episode of telling my oldest son things like I hate you, your selfish, your lazy, I wished you would move out. Yeah....real nice things to say to an 11 year old. I guess I better look into some professional help for myself ASAP because I am thinking suicidal thoughts again. Its like why bother. Is this the best this family dynamics is ever going to get. Like I said two weeks ago no one would care if I bowed out of this world. I wont even bore you with the tears that are flowing right now..... __________________ Signature made by my son Alex.