| Depression/ocd???need Help!
Hello Im a 21yr old male. I recently about in january was feeling depressed. I went to doctor and he gave me 40mg prozac. I have been taking that for about 3.5 months now, Well after all this time I feel worst! Im still allways tired. I have lost alot of intrest in the things I used to devote all my time to and love. I eat alot of starchy foods. And just always down never happy. BUT the biggest problem I have been having lately is unwanted thoughts that have been popping in my head! I cant control them and have no clue where they came from. I use to have a huge sexual drive with my girlfriend and since all this I have lost all drive what soever. Sex doesnt even matter to me anymore. I also have had uncontrollable homosexual; thoughts which totally scares me. Noticing guys are good looking and such it really freaks me out. I have never had these thoughts before till now and I dont know what to do. I read something that it might be OCD and prozac that are causing these thoughts. Also about 5 years ago I went through a time for about 8 months were I was alwasy scared of germs and washed my hands 50 times a day and was scared of trash and other wierd things like that. These symptoms have made me loose my girlfriend who i love very much and have just made my life miserable. It seems to be a struugle to get through everyday. I just want these wierd and homosexual thoughts to go away and be normal again! Someone please help!
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