[splendra]

Last night I was very angry at my H for getting high again...I am not very nice to him when he is high he complained that I have no compassion.

I do all the work that brings in the money, if the house gets clean it is because I do it or, because I pay my house keeper to do it.

He has a buddy that lives across the street that likes to do his DOC they have several schems working to keep their supply coming...They are making big money but, their children did not recieve any christmas from them which made me feel really sad for the kids....

Can someone help me find some compassion for this situation? I am trying to just do what I do and keep the focus on my work but the mess and trash that is all around my house just makes me feel like it is not my home. I feel like a ghoust...