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04-26-2003, 07:55 PM

Dear Clowey,
I am also an alcoholic with a DX of Bi-Polar. Bless you for the days that you have spent in bed hanging onto your butt. It worked, even though it took every ounce of strength that you had. I have a past filled with those kind of days. As the years go on, though, my moods are levelling out to a point that I had never thought possible. I wake up each day with anticipation of what is to come, instead of dread. ONe thing I do know for a fact, though. On good days, the sun is shining in my heart. On bad days, the sun is hidden in the mist. If I relapse, there will be no sun. For 16 years my H.P. has kept me sober, one day at a time. Sanity has been an evolving thing with me, slowly revealing itself to me through the years. But the black agony inside no longer exists. Without sobriety, there is no hope for my bi-polar self to heal and find peace. God be with you. SIssy S.

04-26-2003, 07:55 PM	#2 (permalink)
Syngelical Guest Posts: n/a	Depressed Dear Clowey, I am also an alcoholic with a DX of Bi-Polar. Bless you for the days that you have spent in bed hanging onto your butt. It worked, even though it took every ounce of strength that you had. I have a past filled with those kind of days. As the years go on, though, my moods are levelling out to a point that I had never thought possible. I wake up each day with anticipation of what is to come, instead of dread. ONe thing I do know for a fact, though. On good days, the sun is shining in my heart. On bad days, the sun is hidden in the mist. If I relapse, there will be no sun. For 16 years my H.P. has kept me sober, one day at a time. Sanity has been an evolving thing with me, slowly revealing itself to me through the years. But the black agony inside no longer exists. Without sobriety, there is no hope for my bi-polar self to heal and find peace. God be with you. SIssy S.