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Old 12-22-2005, 06:25 PM   #9 (permalink)
BlueMoon
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No - no points for being cig-less - *yet*
I'm trying really really hard to 'ration' this last 1/2 pack to make it to bedtime at least. (might be an EARLY nite! *grimace*)

Things always seem to work out just fine so I'm trying REALLY hard to NOT worry about tomorrow's cig supply - you know, "one day at a time" stuff. It's a great theory, I'm just not very good at putting it into practise tho!!!

If all else fails, I've got a few nicotine patches left over from last summer's failed attempt to quit smoking. I'll slap a coupla them on - maybe 3-4!! *heh heh heh*

Me going 'cold-turkey' off nicotine??? OMFG, I'd be in a nicely padded room with one of those comfy, snuggly jackets!!! I've been a fairly heavy smoker for waaaaaaaay too many years.

Ooooh I know! I'll walk downtown where all the shops are and pick up butts!!! and groveling is NOT out of the realm of possiblity either!

Ahhhh, it's good to have a plan!!! It makes me sooooo much calmer! *rotf*

Funny, BF doesn't seem to understand me - tonite methinks HIS brain is slipping a bit from inadequate nicotine too! (He doesn't think that's much of a plan - MEN!) It couldn't be that I'm even more warped than usual could it??? NAH! I don't think so!

*giggling*

(which is much better than crying and/or stressing)

Blue
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