Do you hide your drinking from your husband? Just curious.
OR
Does he drink? As much as you do?
If
you don't believe you have a problem, there would be no need to hide your drinking. And, only
you can decide if you are an alcoholic.
If he drinks, too...even if he's only a social drinker...he still may feel threatened because he's either losing his drinking partner in you, or feels he may have to change
his drinking habits because or in support of you.
Whatever the case may be...getting and staying sober may be a life saver
for you! Quit struggling...easy does it! Don't drink, make what regular meetings you're able to, post/read here at SR as often as you can...
I think I'm just looking for someone to tell me they care.
Care about
yourself, even if no one else does...but, be assured that we at SR do care...about you and each other!!!