[Nickaddict]

Dear Beginagain, first of all a big ((((HUG)))) to ya for sharing.
That's a good thing to do - get if off your chest and share with recovering addicts.
I've read your whole story and I'm not sure what I could or should say.
The only thing that I feel I can do is to pray for you - and I will do that.
I don't know enough about medication or herbal products to say anything on that....I wish I could though.
Maybe other people can share more on that subject.

I will keep you in my prayers and light a candle for you - know that you're my friend in recovery - and you ARE in recovery hun, you have the desire to stop using (regardless if you had a "relapse" or not) and that's all that matters.

Keep comming back and keep on sharing!

Nick.