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thanks Tony, thank you for being! I Don't know your loss or you, but I read your words and feel your words in my heart. What sticks will stick and what slips will slip. Acknowledge what is and your heart will do what you can't see.
When I desire to teach I am ispired to listen. When I desire to preach I am inspired to be careful. When I desire to learn I am inspired to be patient. When I desire to help i'm inspired to be. When I desire to give up I realize a can't.
We all cope with life the best we know how. With that thought, I believe we can't judge others or ourselves...just our actions. I try not to think about greater or lesser, here or there, in or out, saved or lost...it all becomes the same touching the river that flows through the valleys that is perfect in direction.
Because we know not what we do...we need faith. Because we know not what comes next...we need hope. Because we know not how to love...we need to be loved. Receive with passive care what is offered from the river true. Receive what you need, it will then be given in it's proper degree. We can give only what we have. You should only really receive what you need, so receive and then you will have. When we have that which is true...then we can give what is due. With pain you can gain. Only after in light we will give true thanks.
Life and your life is precious, let yourself just be and apreciate all that is. Do the best you can and recognize you will fail. I believe only then we can know we don't know and be able to grow. Be docile and feel the pain as much as can bear. Do what you have to do that will get you through, but don't put up walls to block the light that heals. These are the times that tell us who we are if we listen.
This all may be out of line for your and my time, but only after being in darkness it seems to me to be the only way to ever see ourselves in the light. After passing through, its in the way that we do, that makes the way we become. Survive but don't kill life to do it. Many are alive but have no life, but with hope it can again be found. We all struggle. If we embrace it all, that is a sure sign we have life in us.
With love I only try to give you something. With care and a carefulness I try to give and receive. I pray for prayers, for us all to be open to receive true light and real love to guide you and I through. I pray for parayers, and I receive from you and for you too.
Don't give up just let go as you seem to be doing by asking for help. Be true...
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