| I am afraid to sleep or barly function at all
my meds arent working, health and welfare has changed so i cant get help with my meds now. I am very afraid to sleep because i have been having vivid dreams that are way to real feeling. my wife seis she has been waking me 5+ times a night because im crying and wimpering and screeming in my sleep. one of my dreams that i had last night realy scared me i was slowly cutting my little girls head off with a surraded sword. dreams like this are what i have been having. i am scared to goto sleep, to go out of the house to even get my dang mail that is only 20 yards away, im at my father inlaws to night because he was having some computer problems so i prolly wont get back on till monday when i have to come and get my little girl from being baby sat. i am loosing controll its taking everything i have to not cut, smoke or just looseing it all together. If these dreams dont stop i will go over the deep end.
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