[hionlife]

great rundown on abuse... am living it as we speak. But making plans to detach and leave my situation. He has me right where he can continue to control me, as I musnt fuss or stand up for myself, as this will justify a beating from him. Belive me, I know hes wrong ...ect And in January with enough money im gettin the hell outa there. It really hurts cause hes my perfect man my soulmate, until he takes that hit of dope. I angry, that I love him so much, have been there for two years trying to prove im not like the others... well Fu!@??@!! that. I hate so say or feel this way, but i will insolate and man hate for some time. It dosent hurt as bad. Thanks for listening.,