Prayers for your serenity and comfort.
I've had a few panic attacks lately too. And your post triggered something in me. Why do we wait to take the meds, when we know what is going on? I haven't had to take any for about a year now, but, the last week, I've taken it about three times. Lots of stressful things going on.
But, why do we wait??? Makes no sense...
Savanah, ask your doctor about Welbutrin. It doesn't have the weight gain side effect as the SSRIs. But, it can make you a bit hyper until your body adjusts.
Shalom!