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Originally Posted by Rowan Even here, I don't want to say too much, because I'm so frightened of being judged. |
A judgement isn't so hurtful to you Rowan, you won't have a broken leg, you will still be you. Judge yourself on your own terms. Everyone has done things wrong or that they are ashamed of. I think I am getting better at those things I have done so I judge myself better today than yesterday, but someone else might judge me more harshly. But they haven't lived my life and been me, for me I am doing ok. God knows where I am at, and that is a loving being, who forgives and allows me to grow.
Aren't you trying, I judge that pretty highly! You might not always get it right but you are trying, good on you.
Isn't there a step in AA where you have to tell someone everything that you think you have stuffed up, or feel bad about. Maybe you need to be into that step.
Love Brigid
