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My heart aches for D knowing what he's going through and quite possibly having to relive. I just can't imagine the turmoil and emotions this may be stirring up. Glad you're there for him to hold and love and offer support.
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I'm doing the best I can but I think right now he'd rather have a beer!! He's never opened these doors sober, he's said there's more he wants to write but can't remember - I think he's got enough down now. He's written down that he just wants some help to get it to stop.
Part of me thinks he'll drink tonight but although the consequences of that frighten me, I don't think I've ever felt so at peace with it. If this hasn't been TOO hard he won't drink but maybe it is and he will - it shouldn't be done this way. He should have the help to do this not have to do it to get the help.