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The problem with any and all of my family is that Becky and Barry are the only 2 who have ever shown me that they love me.
I understand why they have to do this though.
What i expect from my so called family is unconditional love and emotional support whenever i need it. Most of them only talk to me on holidays because they hate my dad and my uncle. In my family family, comes first and uncle randy chose his wife over the family. Dad chose my mom.
Another thing is i am always known as Randy's niece, or Steve's daughter. How can i break free of that? I want to be known as myself. People judge me for the actions of my dad and uncle. I am so proud of Becky and Barry for getting away from a very controlling family. I only wish i could do the same because life here is a liveing nightmare. Everywhere i go is associated with painful memories from my past.
KatieRose
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