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Old 10-18-2005, 07:44 AM   #6 (permalink)
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Katie....

lost...
yeah...

I get lost immediately when I try to hook my life onto another's ...



take me with you.......



of course.. it's not meant to be that way...

in a properly functioning world... we would have gotten the attention and love we needed to complete and fulfill the part of us that is crying out now not to be left alone.

but.. the more I run from this fear... the stronger it gets...

I have to learn to be what I need...
I have to invest in myself until I am full...
no one can do this for me...
they can add a cup or two... here and there...
flavoring... if you will....
but..
the main job...
the big job...
that's mine.

and as long as SR is online...
I will never be alone again.
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