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I feel so lost right now. I thought things were finally getting better for me. Well, i was wrong.
Yesterday i found out that my favorite cousin is moveing to Alabama in a month. I know she has to do this to save her marriage, but i am going to miss her so bad. I wonder why the ones who care always leave me?
I know that she will stay in touch, but it won't be the same. Another cousin is in medical school and other than christmas and thanksgiveing he won't be home for 3 years.
How can i let them go without falling apart? In my heart, I know that it's right, but i don't trust anyone locally as much as my 2 cousins. I am so afraid that the depression will get deeper if i don't find a rational way of dealing with this.
advice please.
KatieRose
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