Why do we think that we should be any better than other people? Have a better time? Be more popular? Have fun, fun, fun? I don't know, but I recognise this in myself.
Started crying at my daughter's deb the other night because I was on my own, felt that everyone in my life was a selfish so and so ... I ending up realising that they were not here because of my own doing, should have just asked them to stay with me, I can be such an egotistical idiot sometimes ... But hey, I think it is just being human ...
Interesting world, interesting life, wouldn't miss it for quids, but there are the ups and the downs, I usually make the downs for myself, no one else.
Nice to listen to you all .. how much like me is everyone else .. I feel special to realise how great you are .. being an alcoholic isn't bad, there are much worse things to have to deal with. Everyone is just trying to be happy with life, just the same as me.
Love you all,
Cheers,
Brigid
