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Shutter.....
don't you dare leave... ;o)
you did nothing wrong ....
you just tried to be honest and to keep things right.
it's not your fault that you got a knee jerk reaction from some.
I also fell for an online guy Jenna...
I went through hell over it... still am... but.. I just have to see where some things go..
it's the spice of my life...
ya know..??
that don't mean it's right for you or for anyone else...
it's just my thing..
but.. because of the stigma around the farce of marriage and the fact that 80% of people in marriages cheat... then I have to say that those that paint this holy aura around marriage and the sanctity of it's being able to meet all the needful things of each partner is bull ka ka in my mind...
but.. that's just me...
I'm sure that many would say I was rationalizing my own denial and addiction.
and yeah...
I'm a love and sex addict... so that may be...
but.. it's still my reality... and I don't have to live my life according to anyone but me... if my shoulders are broad enough and I'm willing to deal with the fallout and consequences of what I'm doing.
I know the feelings your talking about Jenna...
and I know your need to feel right about it.
I'm here for you... and I really think that SR needs you... your love.. and your growth...
so.. please don't go...
you have a place here if you say you have a place here.
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