I am this also just a grown up one now. Hard to keep everythng in order. Loss of control... can't seem to concentrate. I am so hard on myself at times it's not funny. This is not good. This is bad. This very bad. I need help. I work part time. I often seem out of sync when I am at home. I try to plan a course of action and stay on it but I'm can't seem to go through with it most of the time. I like my job because it gives me some structure and I like that but it not good for me its been the cause of my ct and now I know I can't stay there for much longer. I have to find another job less strenuous on my hands. I'm wondering how much longer I can stay there... just rambling now. I just need someone to hear me. I know I'm not alone. I've got that down now. I believe my HP is in charge of my life but what is He doing??? LOL. Better yet what am I doing to me??LOL. Ok, now I'm losing it. LOL.
