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Used to roll around in the starlight all fired and wired and when I heard "No one knows what it's like to be the sad man" I would think to myself " I do ".. how come he and I are the only ones who do?
When I heard the song after I was straight it meant a whole lot more..
"If I swallow anything evil, stick your fingers down my throat..."
Ya know the fellowship of alkies and addicts I hang out with have been helping me regurgitate the BS I was living by for pretty near 16 years now.
And sometimes .. they tell me some bad news before I laugh and act like a fool.
Most of the stuff that I really thought was going to kill me if I didn't get it out in a 4th came from notes hastily scribbled on whatever was handy when a song on the radio yanked on my heart.
I agree with Baba on this one.. I needed to do more than just avoid the "bad places.." I had to remanufacture my responses and dump the "bad reactions".
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