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I don't think, I can do it I know exactly what made me go for the drug. I go crazy on my husband and everything snowballs. He is no help, he is also coming off a problem, but his is the only one that matters. It started with me supporting him, but know I need help but no one to go because everyone is focused on him getting better, so I'm the strong one. I noticed with him getting better I'm getting worse. I have put my job, life and friends on hold to keep him from doing it now its me who is worse. How do I make him understand that I need things from him without taking him over the edge????It feels like my life will never again be normal (what is normal anyways). Thanks for all the support from everyone, this is the first time I have reached out to anyone. Maybe I just need a place to vent some feelings, since know one hear listens. thanks again!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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