Thanks toots.
It's not a state I can maintain consistently, it's just these little moments along the way where the dots connect and I find some clarity.
It's hard to stand firmly out of default mode and live intentionally. We are not conditioned to be that way.
But lucky for us, we can figure out we have the choice to stay that way or change.
I have hit a bit of a low myself. I am trying to be my best own cheerleader. My son has left back to his dad's after spending a great part of the summer here.
It doesn't help that often times when I am thinking of him, missing him, my 5 year old daughter chimes in sadly, "I miss N. When is he coming back to live with us? Are we going to see him tomorrow? I really love him. "
Early days, but it will get better and he'll be back soon enough, to live with us.
Grateful for the summer we had. Can't wait for school to start now.