I've got the Joe and Charlie Step 4 forms and am trying to get myself ready to do my Step 4 but it's very confronting not least because I can't seem to find anyone suitable and willing to sponsor me - they either want to "fix" me their way or they are so hands off that I'm leaving messages on their phone during the scheduled call every morning for which they can't be bothered to answer. I wish I could find AA meetings with members that emulate the original AA where they truly put their money where their mouth was and CARED about their fellow struggling alcoholics enough to want to help even if it meant they were inconvenienced at times: no-one like that in my meetings, except men ofcourse, and being a woman I don't see a man as being an option for sponsor.
So I'll trudge on through the Fourth Step on my own and possibly see a priest to work my 5th Step because no-one else is interested.
Thank you Carol for this thread - it has helped this particular lonely AAer.