[shutterbug]

don't know much about meds doing all that stuff...my depression does that all on it's own. I definetly know what ya mean about jumping down people's throats and that being totally opposite of how you normally act....me too, except a lot of times, I'm so out of it that I dont' even realize I'm being a b*tch until after....or until someone tells me later....then of course I always appologize.

And falling asleep with cigs! Girrrrrrrl! Just about a month ago, I woke up and lit one....the next thing I knew the blanket that was laying across my chest was on fire....like LITERALLY on fire! Burnt a big o' hole in it....it's a wonder my clothes didn't catch too. Boy I sure didn't tell my mom about that one! She would have either made me move in with her, taken away all my cigs and money to by cigs OR started calling me 100 times a day to make sure I'm okay. I know...sounds like a crazy thing for a mom to do those things when their kid is nearly 30...but if it wasn't for her this past year...I wouldn't be here anymore at all. I'd be dead or homeless, one or the other.

So yeah...I know what it's like to be so extremely tired all the time that you fall asleep no matter what's going on. I've never had those kind of problems till this major depression crap!

Oh well....at least I haven't burned the house down....yet!

Hugs,
Jenna