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Old 09-21-2005, 12:21 AM   #2 (permalink)
ryanjosef
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i Blaim it on my birth mother

i am hypoglycemic and it sounds like what happend to you at your computer was a suger drop (just my opinion) but if thats the case your eyes would kinda hurt feel like pressure behind them and some sencitivity to light and a slight head ache dont know if thats it but sounds like it i have had them while driving down the road and barly being able to pull off the highway till it was over anyhoo.the other that made me angry and very violent was Depicote.i almost committed suicide on that, stuck my fist threw the windsheild of my rx-7 and blew the engine up because i was mad and over heated it.then puched the p-side door and put a big dent in it grabed a hammer out of the back and just beet the crud out of the hood.(o that makes me cry that car was in mint condition).broke everything in my apartment that was mine except the tv and a few dishes and the big stuff would have hurt my wife and daughter but wanted to but was able to hold my self back. And for the sleeping stuff well Restoril did that to me only i fell down a flight of steep stairs and went around for days with my shoulder hurting and couldnt figure out what i did to make such a big bump on my shoulder and my wife didnt tell me a thing till i started complaining about it hurting so bad untill then she didnt realize that i had no memory of it, i walked around and just fall over saying i was dizzy, having conversations, and never remembering any of it waking up in bed like nothin had gone on, sleeping great, but bad hangover from them take me half the day just to come out of it. And so addicting that i had to toss them in the toilet before it got to bad, now im on amitriptyline (i might as well be on a suger pill).As for the crying for no reason and out of now where and everything you seid. nope never had meds that did that not that i need their help i do it enuff (so i cant spell it sounds good) on my own. Next time they say your lieing say im not lieing test me. ok i know i answered real scattered like but thats how my brain has been the past week scattered. you know that if theres anything you need that you can get ahold of me and i will do my best to help you. Cause jeez Becky were pals.
Ryan
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no thanks to my birth mother i was born herowin addicted, again no thanks to her im very sencitive to medications , and viruses or what ever i get sick easly, and alergys, and alcohol (which is why i dont drink, i liked it to much and had a bad experiance with it but we wont get into that)

Last edited by ryanjosef; 09-21-2005 at 12:41 AM. Reason: i needed to do more telling of what things did
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