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Thanks Jenna for all the info. I don't know whether I'm bipolar of just going through things that need fixed, but either way I'm going to figure out a way to beat this because I'm not going to go through all my life like this. This is miserable... I don't know what to say about it all right now though because I spent last night thinking about most of all this stuff until 4 o'clock AM. It made me feel pretty bad too because I was really jittery with things like this on my mind and stuff. I'll check some of that Alanon out too. I figure I could probably handle a few meetings I guess. It will be hard to do, and although I may end up not doing it, I do thank you for the suggestion.
Once I typed a lot of that out, I felt better about things. I still had doubts about finding relationships and whatnot, but other than that, I felt better. I see a lot of things that I need to change about myself, and I think that I can do a lot of it myself, but with some of the stuff, I worry that I may not be able to, so I will definately consider your words Jenna. I would like to go back to counceling, but I'm somewhat reluctant to because I hate doing it the way it's done over here... I mean, the way it works over here is you wait in the lobby for your councelor or therapist or whatever to come out, and when he/she comes out, they take you into a small rooms where your sitting almost less than 3 feet from eachother. I don't know if all councelors are like this, but the therapist/councelor I have is very "machine-like" to where he'll sit there across from you with his legs crossed and his right hand holding his head up while he looks at you while you talk (the classic therapist pose). It's like in a movie or something... Weird...
Anyways, thanks for your advice. I'll check on that here in a few.
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