[In memory of miracle]

I gotta tell you, in reading your post,you sound like a great young man. I am sorry no one has told you that. I don't think your issues are any different then most adult children of alcoholics.I'd say you have a head start in being aware of them.The question is, what do we do with this awareness? I chose therapy and a support group to work on mine,it has really helped me. I also take med's for deppression/anxiety. Maybe a talk with a good doctor?
I am sorry that alcoholism has caused you so much pain,but I think it's a miracle you have turned out as well as you have! Keep the faith!
Trish