Losing my mind
Hello I'm 30 years old have 4 DUIS recently got divorced from my wife and had to move back in with my mom and dad. Im grateful for my parents for giving me a place to stay but I continue to drink. Last night I drank so much I blacked out lost my wallet, backpack, and hat and thought I was in Pasadena when I was in downtown San Diego. I have an appointment today with my Dr. to get a prescription for Anatbuse and I'm thinking of going back to AA. I'm lost and scared I feel the next time I drink I may die and I don't want my young daughters to grow up without a father. Basically im reaching out to meet people who have similar problem and who can help. I am so broken that im willing to do anything and everything to get better.