Going to bed sober with two weeks. Met a man tonight with 4 weeks and he was much better than me. There's hope yet.
I think I'm getting an idea what I have to do to stay sober and it's pretty much: if I think it's a good idea, do something else. I actually feel love and gratitude for everyone in those meetings and here.
Thomas, thank you for the nicest message x I hope you're right.