Originally Posted by
futureve 
I started drinking again last night. I was seven days sober (except for the pot during the last two days.) I don't know how to do this. I am giving up.
It's great you're being honest with us, but do you hear what you're saying? You're trying to quit alcohol and smoke pot at the same time?
After five days, you started smoking pot and drinking. Now you are in the guilt, self-hate, victimized, and feeling-hopeless phase of the addiction cycle.
Once that wears down a little, the cycle calls for making a resolution not to drink and drug again. I know you've resolved not to drink and smoke pot before.
When that happens, why not start working a daily plan with the help of other people and break the addiction cycle you are in?
You don't have to drink and smoke pot you know.