Stewy - I'm certainly not disappointed either. It was right to post and talk about what's going on. Most of us have had the same thing happen a time or two. When it happened to me it made me even more determined. Drinking again (after 3 yrs.) didn't give me the result I had expected - it wasn't calming or helpful - just made me even more anxious.
You're going to get back on track - with new resolve. Glad you posted.